Do you need someone to talk to?
The most important is that you talk to someone. Often it does not matter who, just speak to someone about it. You don’t have to be alone with your emotions and anxiety. There are many people that want to help you, but they need to know that you want help. The best thing to do is call your doctor and he/she will help you further. Most countries also have a hotline or a number you can call just to talk to someone. Google it and make the call.
Do you wish to safely withdraw from antidepressants?
It is VERY important that you don’t go cold turkey and stop all at once. The best thing to do is confer with your doctor or other skilled personell that belive it can be done, and together with them make a plan for safe withdrawal.